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Name: rhy
Interests: Drama, poetry, bowling, chocolate, laughing and making people laugh
Expertise: drama, poetry, bowling, chocolate, laughing and making people laugh
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11/9/2004
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So, for any SAM people reading this blog and who are curious about what we're going to be performing, let me jut say that we're the slow dance act. We'll be performing for the prom king and queen's first dance and three more songs after. We might be performing one or two songs first, then intermission, then finish off with another two songs. We're the last act of the night, so don't leave before twelve. :)
Can't wait can't wait can't wait to jam. Ahhh! :)
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I don't normally go all hyperactive and crazy, but this is a momentous enough occasion for a tiny bit of craziness...
THUPERTHAR IS PERFORMING AT THE SAM CORROBOREE!
Phew. Okay.
Haha, sorry people, I haven't been able to update cos I've been too busy with studying, raya, rehearsals and song writing. Anyway yes, my band, is going to perform at our prom. I can't stop saying it or squealing everytime I see our name on the poster. We were one of the two bands that were chosen to play. Out of five bands that auditioned. I am so proud of us, so so proud. The best part was all the fun we had while practicing. It was one of those 'It's okay if we don't make it, we had the best time practising with each other' moments. And the fact that we actually got in made the whole thing sweeter. Xian, you're the best. When I was so nervous before our audition, he kept reminding me that it's just the four of us, doing what we love. And it helped a lot, thinking about how much fun I had with these guys, fulfilling something I always wanted to do. I love you guys to bits and pieces, seriously. Just three practices but we kicked ass. Can't wait for the actual performance, we'll give you something to remember Sam-nians. :D
OH! And that reminds me, my prom dress is finished! I'm getting it taylor made, and I found the design on this website and it's gorgeous! I hope it'll look as good on me as it did on the model. We'll see on monday. :D
I was watching Oprah and she was having a segment on cheaters. Actually, her show has a lot of those segments. Like everytime I turn on the Oprah Winfrey Show, that's what they're talking about. She was talking to women who's men cheated on them, and there was this one woman who's husband left her for another woman, while she was pregnant with his baby. It's really horrible, especially considering that there was a baby on the way. I mean, how could you do that to your wife and unborn child. Then the woman mentioned how she wrote a letter to her husband's mistress, and the contents included a lot of lashing out, which is absolutely understandeable. Then Oprah mentioned something that really sparked a chord. She asked her what she did about her husband. Cos okay, you have all this anger for the other woman, all this simmering anger because she stole your husband from you. But what about the husband? Doesn't he get any of the blame? Oprah's a really independent woman, and from another segment when this woman was talking about having a boyfriend, Oprah was saying something about how having one isn't supposed to fill a void or fill your pain. And she's right. A lot of the time, in situations where husbands or boyfriends cheat, the guy never gets the blame. You write a letter to his lover, hate notes, threatening notes, everything from A to Z, and the guy goes free, doing what he wants. Not only that, but in a lot of the cases the woman actually begs her husband to come back to her. I get that, I do. When you love someone, you want them to stay with you. But what about your self respect? He did something to you, but you end up blaming the woman who stole him from you? Sometimes women get too blinded by love, until it reaches the point where they believe everything their husband says. “I didn't mean to hurt you, she came onto me,” or “She forced me to be with her,” or even, "Save me baby, I can't seem to get her to stop. She's crazy!" A lot of the time they're all just lies. But some women tend to take it all in. So they take their husband or boyfriend back. And what happens to the other woman? Well eff her cause you got your boo back, right?
But is that really something to be proud about? Really, is it?
You're worth more than a cheating man who broke your heart. You're worth more than any man. I never want to fall into the situation where a man gets the better of me. It's easier said than done, I'm sure, but it's possible when you stay strong and independent. Like Oprah Winfrey.
And right now, I'm happy. I have friends who love me. A family who's always there for me and always wants the best for me. I'm in a band that just scored its first gig. And instead of feeling lonesome in college, I've got to know people and I'm having the best time of my life. And I've got a boyfriend who loves me for me. Plus, I wrote a new song and Xian wants us to play that one too at the prom. Which would be pretty cool. :D
Anyway, food's a calling. Bye now. :)
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| And I'm stoked! :D Finally, finally, after the long and grueling wait, I'm....gaining weight. Haha, didn't mean to make that rhyme but okay. Haha. I gained 3 kg! I can't be sure if it's due to the fact it's the time of the month and you know how girls are usually "heavier" during that time, but it can't all be due to that. Not all 3 kg. :P
Raifana: Guess what Riyal?
Riyal: What is it?
Raifana: I gained 6 pounds.
Riyal: Really now. Well, can I tell you something?
Raifana: Okaay, what?
Riyal: You've been looking quite curvaceous in your recent pictures.
Haha, why thank you Riyal. I am well on my way to unleashing the Beyonce in me. :D
Me and Riyal talk about the most inappropriate things. Like why women's boobs sag after they give birth or orgasms. Lol, I'm not sure how the subjects come up, but they just do.
I was cleaning out my closet that time with my mum and my mum was asking me if I still wanted these pieces of paper with a story on them that my friend and I made up ages ago for english. I was like, "Awww, but they're memories! Get rid of them." Was on the phone with Riyal that time and he couldn't stop laughing. Haha, love that boy and his infectious laugh. He will always be the apple of my eye and the go to guy for any problems I have. Hope to talk to you again soon nephew! :)
Went to pavilion with jason, charmaine, carmen, min sik and jin won last Saturday. Jason was smoking half the time, which I'm very upset about. Really, Jason, if you won't stop smoking then at least do it for the though of how passive smoking can damage your friends' ie. OUR lungs. Charmaine and I kept threatening to never go out with him again, and I kept pointing out those horrible pictures they put on the cigaratte packets. But anyway, I missed the whole AISM gang. Jason didn't sampaikan the message to me though that it was a black and white affair. So I came with a hot pink dress and a white zebra print cover up. Oooooh, and my 3 inch platforms. Haha, my chemistry teacher was in awe when he first saw me in those. It's hilarious when he's in awe. :p
Love you man. :D
Braaaaces.
You're so gorgeous Carmen! Love youu!
Bathroom camming! Is there any other way to go? :p
Dessert at Fridays. Haha, that was the best. And thanks Carmen for the mudpie! :D
My ATS buddy texted me all the way from Pahang and asked if he can come to the house during raya. If we actually do have an open house this year then maybe. ☺
I realized that Mr. Cool isn’t so bad after all. He’s actually quite a nice guy. We talked in the library and studied there together too. Maybe I was put off by KY’s remarks about him. Tsk tsk, note to self, never judge a book by its cover, or have Khye Yuh judge it for you. All’s well that ends well though, at least now I know the truth and made a new friend in the process! :D
Saw a solar powered flower in this person’s car while coming back from college. It immediately reminded me of you. I really wanna buy one of those and put them on my desk. I’ve been letting the sunlight stream in through my window in the mornings, so if I get the flower I’d get to see it bob about.
We had a visitor during bio class last Thursday. We were supposed to do an interview with him about the one child policy in China, cos he was originally from China and is a product of that policy. Our teacher was keeping the visitor’s identity a surprise, and I kept saying to Xian, “Dude, it’s Jackie Chan, I can feel it in my bones man,” Haha, Jackie Chan is cool. He’s such an awesome stuntman and such an adorable actor in the rush hour movies. Alas, it wasn’t him. The visitor was actually a lecturer from our college itself. Ah well, soon enough Jackie. Then you can teach me those awesome fighting moves so I can fight off baddies.
On a sad note, one of our baby kittens is gone. It was eaten. EATEN! My mum said she thinks it was a snake, and I got so freaked out. That would have to be a pretty big snake to eat the kitten, and now I don’t plan to venture out of the house anytime soon and have a leisurely walk around.
Not that I'll have enough time to do that anyway. Gah, have to go study now. Bye.
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| There's a reason that things happen. There's a reason behind every little thing we do, behind the friends we make and the paths we take. And when we meet someone special, there's a reason behind that too :) Sorry for almost giving you a heart attack when I sprang out of nowhere. At least I didn't fall into the ditch when I was running to you. Though in a way I've fallen into something deeper haven't I?
I like the surprised look on your face, the one you always had whenever I had the chance of sneaking up on you. The best part is seeing that look of surprise morph into that smile I love. The one with the promise of honesty and desire in every curve. I'm especially glad that your look of elation mirrors my own. I like your shaggy hair, and the solar powered flower in your car. But I can live without them. So even though you had your hair cut today, or even if that solar powered flower disappeared, I'd be okay. What I want from you is so much deeper. And you've given it to me every step of the way. I still have the cards you gave, and I still crave those cupcakes you made for me a while back. You treat me so well. And I'll repay the favour. :)
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| Sleep is overrated. I'm going to be a meat eating vampire for the next few days. Must catch up on work before trials, or else I'm screwed
I'm officially in a band. Planning to audition to play on prom night. Lyn on the piano. Sharlene on guitar, Xian on drums and me on guitar and vocals. Auditioned kerhan for the male vocals and he sounded pretty good. So hopefully we'll do a duet, then I won't be too scared and nervous of singing alone. :)
I haaaaaaaaate narrowmindedness. When will you learn to stop bothering me. I'm not your play thing. I have values and I'd rather keep my integrity intact thank you.
I miss him. His stubborness and love. I could never forget. And even though I make promises to myself to never have anything to do with him anymore, the love's still there. I can't help it. I see him every time I look in the mirror. His picture is in a frame on my desk. I don't hate him. I never could. I'm tired of hating. All I want to do is to forgive and love and cherish the time we have left. Can't you see that? Even after everything you've done, I can't find it in me to hate you. You'll always be the reason I'm here. You told me to stop comparing, to never discriminate. You gave me the power of words and your artistic flair will always amaze me. I love you, forever. | | |
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